I don’t know what to think. I feel as though when it comes to a career I don’t fit in anywhere. I mean I like being here and its for me but as for finding a job in here I can’t seem to find one that fits me…I hope I do though soon cuz I would only get so many chances right now. Later on it won’t matter I’ll have more chances but for now I gotta find one for me soon. Hopefully it all works out in the end…as for medical…to me it was my desire cuz I wanted to help people….but maybe that’s not the right route I’m supposed to go in order to help people…maybe I’m meant to get a different series. Cuz any job here would help people…just need to find out which one suits my fancy and makes me feel satisfied and fill that need to help people and help me feel like I’m helping/saving people…or helping the people that save others. Something more hands on, something that makes me excited to go and do that for so many years….I’ll find it at some point…

Maybe there are different plans for me… o.o and this wasnt something for me. I just got off the phone with my mom who just gave me such a good talk that just made me cry. I miss her, my dad, and my bros so much right now.

I dont know what’s gonna happen….hopefully it’s for the better. I’m scared and feel like I can’t breathe this whole experience has been new to me. I love that im experiencin it but at the same time it sucks. No matter what happens I’ll be thankful and greatful.

I thought a year wasnt gonna be that long. I thought I would make it just fine here through the classes and stuff….I guess I was wrong

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never have tried to succeed. - Theodore Roosevelt

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GUESS WHO CAME BACK FROM THE DOCTOR CANCER FREE TODAY :))))))

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When I get to hold a puppy

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When I get to hold a puppy

I’m being an emotional eater…and it needs to stop and needs to stop right now….I’m almost at the weight I was when I gained 20 lbs…

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